{"id":2313,"date":"2017-07-17T19:24:00","date_gmt":"2017-07-17T17:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?p=2313"},"modified":"2025-06-05T08:39:11","modified_gmt":"2025-06-05T06:39:11","slug":"un-an-de-miracole","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/un-an-de-miracole\/","title":{"rendered":"Un an de miracole"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

M\u00e2ine se \u00eempline\u0219te primul an de c\u00e2nd am s\u0103rutat cea mai fin\u0103 piele \u0219i am inhalat mirosul perfect de „copilul meu”<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n

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M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc acum cu amuzament, chiar \u0219i cu dor, de ce s\u0103 mint?, la via\u021ba mea dinainte de Anastasia. \u0218tiu c\u0103 sun\u0103 cli\u0219eic \u0219i probabil este, faptul c\u0103 un copil \u00ee\u021bi schimb\u0103 via\u021ba total<\/strong>. Dar serios, chiar nu aveam nici cea mai mic\u0103 idee despre cum va fi via\u021ba mea de dup\u0103<\/em> ziua \u00een care va veni pe lume. Pare c\u0103 \u0219tii, c\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi \u0219i te pricepi doar pentru c\u0103 mai vezi la fra\u021bi, m\u0103tu\u0219i, prieteni cum se cresc copiii, dar nimic nu te preg\u0103te\u0219te cu adev\u0103rat pentru acest moment. Oric\u00e2t ai sta in preajma unui copil mic, atunci c\u00e2nd vine al t\u0103u toate lucrurile se complic\u0103, se amplific\u0103. Iubirea fat\u0103 de el, grijile legate de ce\/cum s\u0103 faci s\u0103 \u00eei fie bine, vinov\u0103\u021bia c\u0103 poate nu \u00ee\u021bi iese mereu a\u0219a cum \u00ee\u021bi dore\u0219ti, teama sa nu \u00eel r\u0103ne\u0219ti cumva, puterea pe care o prime\u0219ti de la Dumnezeu sa ai grija de el. Totul s-a schimbat: via\u021ba social\u0103 (care?), via\u021ba de cuplu (era sa zic, care? ????), imaginea mea din oglinda, imaginea despre mine in viitor, imaginea despre mama mea (pe care abia acum o \u00een\u021beleg). Atunci doar existam, aveam multe lucruri care \u00eemi f\u0103ceau pl\u0103cere; \u00eens\u0103 acum simt c\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u0219i am ceva ce ador.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ca o mam\u0103 la \u00eenceput de drum, care \u0219i-a crescut puiul f\u0103r\u0103 ajutoare din exterior, am tr\u0103it at\u00e2t de multe situa\u021bii \u0219i senza\u021bii \u00eentr-un an de zile, \u00eenc\u00e2t uneori ma \u00eendoiesc de faptul ca toate au fost reale. Da, poate ca este \u0219i prea mult\u0103 oboseala, s\u0103 fii constant la tura\u021bii maxime, poate ca am fost pu\u021bin afectat\u0103 de avalan\u0219ele hormonale, dar ca fiecare dintre noi mamele, am sim\u021bit lucruri incredibile, toate datorit\u0103 acestui pui de om. Puiul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uimire, bucurie, frica, vinov\u0103\u021bie, triste\u021be, iubire. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sentimentul \u0103la profund de dragoste matern\u0103, care te face s\u0103 sim\u021bi ca te tope\u0219ti de dragul fiin\u021bei pe care o cuprinzi \u00een dou\u0103 palme. Nu pot s\u0103 nu ma uit la ea cu o poft\u0103 incredibil\u0103 s\u0103 o ron\u021b\u0103i, parca \u00eemi vine s\u0103 o m\u0103n\u00e2nc, chiar am senza\u021bia aia ciudat\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t salivez \u0219i atunci o apuc \u0219i o s\u0103rut p\u00e2n\u0103 nu mai am aer. Cine \u00ee\u0219i imagina vreodat\u0103 ce po\u021bi sim\u021bi pentru o buc\u0103\u021bica de carne? Nimeni. Pentru c\u0103 totul \u00eencepe din momentul c\u00e2nd vezi doua liniu\u021be pe test, cre\u0219te odat\u0103 cu burtica, dar explodeaz\u0103 odat\u0103 cu prima \u00eent\u00e2lnire. \u0218i creste, \u0219i creste, \u0219i creste … oare c\u00e2t de mult poate sa creasc\u0103? \u00cenc\u0103 descop\u0103r asta, in fiecare zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doamne! Nu a\u0219 putea exprima destul \u00een cuvinte ceea ce simt, cei care sunt binecuv\u00e2nta\u021bi ca \u0219i mine \u0219tiu exact despre ce vorbesc. Dar voiam s\u0103 punctez cel mai important lucru, c\u0103 toate bucuriile descrise mai sus vin de la ea. Toat\u0103 dragostea, bun\u0103tatea, inocen\u021ba, fericirea, puritatea, emo\u021bia, for\u021ba, energia \u0219i toate c\u00e2te \u0219i mai c\u00e2te minun\u0103\u021bii, vin \u00een primul r\u00e2nd de la Anastasia. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ea ma face s\u0103 m\u0103 simt special\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 simt unic\u0103, de ne\u00eenlocuit – oric\u00e2t de obosit\u0103, ciufulit\u0103, imperfect\u0103 a\u0219 fi, pentru ea nu conteaz\u0103 c\u0103ci pentru ea sunt \u00eentreaga lume. Toate durerile, oboseala, frustr\u0103rile trec atunci c\u00e2nd m\u0103 striga cu glasul ei de r\u0103\u021bu\u0219ca „mama” \u0219i ma cuprinde cu nevoie \u0219i sete profund\u0103 de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oric\u00e2t\u0103 nevoie are ea de mine, eu \u0219tiu sigur c\u0103 eu am nevoie \u0219i mai mult\u0103 nevoie de ea. M\u0103 \u00eempline\u0219te, ma \u00eenal\u021b\u0103… \u201em\u0103, m\u0103, m\u0103\u201d aud toat\u0103 ziua din guri\u021ba ei. Mam\u0103. Nu \u0219tiam nimic \u00een urm\u0103 cu un an, pentru c\u0103 mai aveam o noapte p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 aflu tot ce \u0219tiu acum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u00e2ine se \u00eempline\u0219te primul an de c\u00e2nd am s\u0103rutat cea mai fin\u0103 piele \u0219i am inhalat mirosul perfect de „copilul meu”. M\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc acum cu amuzament, chiar \u0219i cu dor,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2319,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[47,48,43,37],"powerkit_post_featured":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2313"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2313"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2313\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2332,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2313\/revisions\/2332"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2319"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2313"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2313"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2313"},{"taxonomy":"powerkit_post_featured","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fpowerkit_post_featured&post=2313"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}