Eu da, m-am \u00eentrebat mereu ce a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 fac dac\u0103 a\u0219 putea alege ORICE, I mean ORICE! La prima m\u00e2n\u0103 cochetam cu invizibilitatea, dar mie nu-mi place s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc izolat\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 recunoa\u0219tem, s\u0103 fii invizibil parc\u0103 te rupe a\u0219a pu\u021bin de realitate. Scrisul este superputerea mea!<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n \u00cen orice caz, nu pot s\u0103 nu \u021bin seama de efectul halucinant pe care \u00eel are muzica asupra spiritului meu creator, am realizat asta abia dup\u0103 ce am oprit playlist-ul compus dintr-o singur\u0103 melodie, pe care am scris timid o \u00eencercare de proz\u0103 scurt\u0103. M\u0103 rog, c\u00e2t m\u0103 caracterizeaz\u0103 pe mine de scurt\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Voi v-a\u021bi \u00eentrebat vreodat\u0103 ce superputere v-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 ave\u021bi? Eu da, m-am \u00eentrebat mereu ce a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 fac dac\u0103 a\u0219 putea alege ORICE, I mean ORICE! La…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2457,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[62,83,54,86,84],"powerkit_post_featured":[2,5,3,4,6],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2456"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2456"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2456\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2458,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2456\/revisions\/2458"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2457"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2456"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2456"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2456"},{"taxonomy":"powerkit_post_featured","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordmaniangirl.ro\/?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fpowerkit_post_featured&post=2456"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
Atunci mi-a venit: s\u0103 aud g\u00e2ndurile celorlal\u021bi! \u00cen felul \u0103sta a\u0219 putea s\u0103 fac pe oricine fericit\/\u0103, sau chiar din contr\u0103, m-a\u0219 da la o parte din start acolo unde nu e nevoie de mine. Mi-am f\u0103cut eu ni\u0219te scenarii p\u00e2n\u0103 am ajuns la concluzia c\u0103 oricare dintre cele dou\u0103 mi-ar aduce mult\u0103 nefericire, pentru c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 ce nu \u0219tii nu \u00ee\u021bi face r\u0103u.
Ascult\u00e2nd \u201eI Have Nothing<\/em>\u201d de la Whitney Houston mi-am dat seama c\u0103 oamenii \u0103\u0219tia care pot s\u0103 c\u00e2nte cu voce dumnezeiasc\u0103, ce se aude direct \u00een cer la Bunu\u021bu\u2019, sunt ei \u00een\u0219i\u0219i zeit\u0103\u021bi p\u00e2m\u00e2ntene, cu toate multele octave cu care au fost binecuv\u00e2nta\u021bi.
\u00ce\u0219i pot c\u00e2nta durerea.
Fericirea.
Frica.
\u00cendoiala.<\/strong>
\u0218i atunci mi-am dorit din toat\u0103 inima ca \u00een loc de morm\u0103iala pi\u021big\u0103iat\u0103, singurul zgomot care iese din g\u00e2tul meu de dup\u0103 perdeaua de la du\u0219, s\u0103 ias\u0103 magie. S\u0103 pot c\u00e2nta \u0219i eu.
De mic\u0103 o iubesc pe Whitney \u0219i m\u0103 imaginam cum m\u0103 \u021bine Enrique pe dup\u0103 mijloc \u00een \u201eCould I have this kiss forever\u201d.\u00a0<\/em>
\u00cen timpul \u0103sta scriam la o poveste de dragoste dintre doi oameni potrivi\u021bi care s-au \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00een timpuri nepotrivite, \u0219i am continuat s\u0103 scriu \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eemi imaginez scena din milocul unui stadion plin, luminile reflectoarelor care \u00eemi \u00eenc\u0103lzeau trupul pe jum\u0103tate despuiat \u0219i mul\u021bimea de oameni care imita mi\u0219carea bra\u021belor mele, st\u00e2nga-dreapta, pe ritmul muzicii.
\u0218i-am continuat s\u0103 scriu.<\/strong>
48 de ore \u0219i 40 de pagini mai t\u00e2rziu mi-am dat seama (Surpriz\u0103!<\/em>) c\u0103 eu am deja o superputere \u0219i m\u0103 face incredibil de fericit\u0103. E ciudat cum po\u021bi s\u0103 vezi magia din al\u021bi oameni \u0219i totu\u0219i s\u0103 nu \u021bi-o c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u0219ti pe a ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n