\u00cencepusem s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc tot mai serios s\u0103 m\u0103 las de povestit. De data asta nu mai era vorba despre sindromul impostorului, ci mi-am pus \u00eentrebarea serioas\u0103 dac\u0103 merit cu adev\u0103rat s\u0103 pretind timpul \u0219i aten\u021bia celor care m\u0103 urm\u0103resc din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd. Nu mi-a pl\u0103cut niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 intru cu bocancii \u00een spa\u021biul nim\u0103nui, de\u0219i \u00eemi place s\u0103 m\u0103 aflu \u00een interiorul mul\u021bimii \u0219i \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 fiu auzit\u0103 \u0219i v\u0103zut\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar timpul a trecut \u0219i a trecut cu sens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a ar\u0103tat c\u0103, oric\u00e2te procese de con\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103 mi-a\u0219 face, m\u00e2inile mele n-au stare. G\u00e2ndurile, amintirile, pove\u0219tile se scriu singure. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, m-am \u00eentors la ceea ce sunt, \u00een ciuda tuturor nesiguran\u021belor mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Deci? Ce mai facem?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu am avut un an de pomin\u0103. Nici nu-mi dau seama cum s\u0103-l descriu. Cel mai greu, devastator chiar, dar \u0219i cel mai frumos, pentru c\u0103 mi-a schimbat complet via\u021ba. Uhuu, mi-a \u00eentors-o pe dos. Se pare c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 nu \u201emori\u201d de-a binelea, nu \u00eenve\u021bi s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219ti cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 nu reu\u0219e\u0219ti s\u0103-\u021bi dai jos toate straturile de carne putrezit\u0103 – traume, negare, toxicitate \u0219i neadev\u0103r \u2013 nu te vezi cu adev\u0103rat \u00een oglind\u0103 sau \u00een ce tr\u0103ie\u0219ti zi de zi. Nu faci alegeri pentru tine, pentru sufletul t\u0103u. Mergi a\u0219a cu v\u00e2ntul, cu acceptabilul general \u0219i te surprinzi peste 10 ani c\u0103 habar nu ai cine ai fost. Parc\u0103 prive\u0219ti un film prost \u00een care tu e\u0219ti personajul principal, dar scenariul e ceva r\u0103u de tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eh, dar partea bun\u0103 este c\u0103 toate trec. B\u0103, dar toate. \u0218i cele mai frumoase, dar \u0219i cele mai dureroase. C\u00e2nd crezi c\u0103 ai murit \u0219i gata, s-a terminat totul, nu ai unde s\u0103 cazi mai jos, afli c\u0103 de fapt acolo e abia \u00eenceputul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219adar, m-am \u00eentors: mai \u00een\u021beleapt\u0103, mai prezent\u0103 \u00een propria con\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103, mai deta\u0219at\u0103 \u0219i tot la fel de povestitoare. Nevoia mea de a \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219i emo\u021bie nu este o prostie, \u0103sta e pur \u0219i simplu darul meu \u0219i simt c\u0103 scriind pove\u0219ti din inim\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2ne pentru mine cel mai autentic mod prin care m\u0103 conectez cu tot ce m\u0103 \u00eenconjoar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 fiecare dintre noi are ceva valoros de oferit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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